I needed to make love; it has been years. But it wasn't your father, it was Kyle. I started to cry and he took me in his arms to comfort me, and when ...e did that, I surrendered to him."Emma sat quietly for a long time. Finally she asked, "What do you mean you surrendered to him? What does that mean?" It means that in spirit, he became your father, and even though I knew that it was Kyle really, I wanted your father so badly that when he put his arms around me, I knew that I wanted sex." So, you. Her dress style has changed too. Gone are the boring things she used to wear for she now dresses in a far sexier style, not slutty, just sexier and what she wears is generally her choice. I do have some input, but, the only thing I do stipulate is that she never wears knickers when I'm with her because I want that pussy and arse of hers uncovered. I find that knowing she is naked beneath her dresses and skirts when she is out, is a turn on and I make a point of telling her it does. "I want to. When she told me, I felt so bad for her. Especially, because those three boys had caught her." So, she told you about that!" Sure, we get along great! I was so mad when I heard about it, that I hope that one of these days, one of those boys will be punished ... like you two." Tammy giggled. "I would love to point at one or all of their little penises and laugh with them." And what if they aren't little," Sandra joked."Then ... I will probably have a feel," Tammy said with a blush on her. I just had fun. I also remember if I’d transferred to a public school I’d probably have been an ‘A’ student because it was so easy by comparison. Without that shadow of fear ever present I perhaps might have come to enjoy school - maybe. Who knows I might have even acquired self esteem. And given the opportunity to transfer to a brand new public high school, as I entered my senior year, I chickened out. I was too afraid to face the gauntlet of entering an entirely strange environment with.