I’d like it.Eventually, we’d find ourselves moving to the corner of the room, where he’d kiss me. He’d start at my lips and run down my neck. ...’d then give in to him.We’d run into the men’s room toilets, into one of the stalls, where we begin making out. The feeling of his tongue in my mouth. He’d begin touching my breasts, and running his hand up my legs and my skirt. I’d never felt this before. It’d feel good.I’d get down on my knees, unzip his trousers, reach my hand in and pull out his. . Abner simply insists that I must have it. Why, Ellie, he says. It’s the very latest that IBM offers. There’ll never be key lever tangles, and cleaning the type will be SO much easier.Then he tells me I’m the only one! The very first to have one! Imagine that. It’s a prototype! The amazing man has some contact or connections and he got this amazing invention for me to put it to the test. But PAH! Just look at these things. Different type faces for different documents, he says. As if standard. I pulled our faces away before we could get on the bed. ‘Wait Sean,’ He interrupted me, ‘Don’t worry Taylor I get tested every month, and if you’re really afraid I have condoms. I know the reputation I have isn’t the best but believe me I really don’t do this all that often…’ I backed away from him and sat on the bed. ‘No Sean that isn’t it.’ I couldn’t keep eye contact with him so I just stared at the bear skin rug on his floor. ‘Oh god do you have a VD? because…’ ‘Eww Sean shut up! I don’t. I'm not talking about sitting back and reminiscing about the first girlfriend I banged in the back of my dad's Chevy… although I do have memories of that… I'm talking about experiences that most people never have in their most wildest dreams. Those experiences were amazing and incredible for me back when I was just becoming a young man…but since then, for the past 16 years, the memories have turned into a curse. Every minute of every day I am in a constant search to fulfill the uncontrollable.