Then about a half hour later they would come up and we would go down. He was always sweet and nice. A lot of kissing. But it was always plain sex. I w...s kinky at this time, but he never knew that. He was always involved with this one girl. They ere on and off always. He would be dating her for a while and then they would break up and he would have a fling with someone else. This happened like hundreds of times while I was friends with him. When he asked me out I hoped it was different, but. They were rolling down my cheeks.What the fuck was wrong with me at all? What had he turned me into? Look at me fucking crying! Me!“Goodnight, mate.”I reached down and I kissed him on the cheek. Why couldn’t I do this to him while he was awake? Why couldn’t I show my affection for him while he was awake?“Sweet dreams. I love you.”As I kissed him, my tear fell on to his face.I wiped my tear away from his face. His skin, it was so soft.I just stood there for another ten minutes just looking at. ” She paused, then qualified it: “Not better, but different.” “Yes, I know, Hani. I’ve had sex with guys, too. I remember,” I said. She was lost in a daydream about getting some dick, and I had no idea where this was coming from. “Don’t get me wrong, I love you, Nona, you know that. And we’re together now. But don’t you sometimes miss what that’s like? It’s not like either one of us is really lesbian.” The truth was, I didn’t really miss it that much, and she was right about us both being. “Yes actually, I think the defense manager at the Cow and Crown would help.”“Good, because I certainly have nothing to offer.”I changed the topic. “Was that the miller on the floor? He seemed a little out of place.”“Out of place, I’ll say. His mate made a show of ignoring him, teasing, and delighting in playing with the lord that had captured her. She was really into it. It’s also clear she adores him and can’t believe her luck in finding someone who will let her indulge that way.”He chewed his.