Sure, I wanted kids, but the thought that it might actually happen was as much a fantasy as having a harem of women fuck me for free. I couldn't see i... ever happening.Of course, I'd never seen myself on a third date either. Fourth, if I counted the coffee get together. Yet here we were.The conversation turned back to more getting-to-know-you topics as we shared stories about growing up and going through school. We were both native Coloradoans, though she hailed from a small town on the Western. Somehow Santa knew that this was going to be a tough one, and called up his best, ‘Ho, Ho, Ho, and a Merry Christmas,’ only to find the focus of his attention totally unmoved. Another even heartier try was just as unsuccessful. Maybe the head nurse was right. Millie was too far gone, and there were so many more reachable ones to visit that night. Past experience had taught me that I could not get to all of them, no matter how hard I tried. Somehow the spirit of a thousand Santas compelled me to. She said ” I realized I’ve loved you for a long time. Every night, I think of you, kissing me, fucking me.” What was happening?! I saw Ashmi was horny right now, so I decided to give her what she wanted. Chances don’t come always, anyway.This was her first time, So I wanted to make it extra special for her. I was willing to do anything to make this one worth remembering for her.She pulled me close to her and started staring in my eyes. All I could see in her eyes was love. I slowly went towards. "I felt so cheap afterwards and in spite of that, I get so turned on every time I think of it. It scares me."I hugged her tighter and kissed her forehead as I started to massage her tense body as she sat there. As I gently relieved her knotted back and shoulders she continued."When we went to Lisle's house to play that game, I was hot at the thought of being felt up by another stranger as a group looked on. Lisle commanded me to strip, shocking me with the force of his voice and thrilled me.