"My squad's first mission was in Africa. I can't tell you where, but we weren't supposed to be there. I was the only survivor, and it took a long time...for them to get me out. I lived in the jungle for months. I killed a lot of people, Miss Alex."When I got back home on leave, I found out what had happened to Terry. Her father had sent her off to a private college. Some ritzy girl's school back East. Terry was the kindest, sweetest person I had ever known. She was still a virgin the last time I. Hotel weight equipment and long runs through the city allowed him to maintain a plateau of strength and fitness, but it offered little chance to increase his overall bulk. However, he was not concerned, for years of intense work had left him with a massive baseline bulk and an athletic level of conditioning. He slept well in any bed and had found ways to maintain his six percent body fat level even on a restaurant diet. Occasionally he thought about the card Mimi had given him. It was nothing. I don't think it's teasing if I admit I like what I've seen." She grinned, glancing down to look at what her small hand wave indicated."Shut up," I told her, turning around to finish drying off."Ya know," she observed coyly from just behind my shoulder, "turning away doesn't help. I can still see it in the mirror. I can hang my towel on it if you don't want me to see it." Shut up, Rose Ann!" Unfortunately, I could see her in the same mirror. It's difficult to get angry with a beautiful woman,. She's been a good wife to me all these years and never gave me any cause to worry... I'm so insecure when it comes to her... but I can't change. She wants me to be different but I can't! I am who I am! I've sheltered her for too long. I know this. Never gave her any freedom. And now look what's happened." These thoughts just kept circling in his head and wouldn't leave him.He reached his home with a heavy heart this night and put the horse away. He plodded thru the door, took a big shot of.