"She stated, "I sensed that about you some time ago and I have a prediction about your life. You will never be emotionally or sexually fulfilled by a ...elationship with any woman who does not dominate you and give you direction. You are a very good looking man and you have much to offer to a woman." Gina leaned toward me and kissed me on the lips. The sensation was electric as her lips caressed mine and lingered. She was a much better kisser than any girl my age.We parted and Gina said, "I can. Just you and me.” He entered my room and stood beside my bed, squeezing the bulge at the front of his Y-fronts. “Come on, be a good girl and open those legs. Let me have a taste of that juicy fruit between your thighs.”I really wanted to. The urge to have this dirty old man lick and suck my tender cunt was overwhelming.“Where’s Mother? What if she catches us?” I asked.Derek sat beside me on the bed, the springs groaning with the onslaught of his body weight, and started to pinch my toes and. I have stood outside for a good ten minutes, just looking at you, watching the way your back moves as you breath, the muscles in your arms as you take up a glass of water and sip it. Your face is turned away, and I cannot see your throat as you swallow. You have your sleeves rolled up, and my eyes catch on the only bit of colour on you, a ribbon looped many times around your wrist, bright orange, like the setting sun. I remember when we watched the sunset after coming out from a movie. I can't. Nor could I lie to her and make some vague promise about keeping intouch."Don't be defined by the past," she said quietly, touching my armthrough my jacket."I won't be," I promised, kissed her cheek and turned to board thetrain. When I peeped through the window, a few minutes later, she hadgone.Every turn of the wheels took me closer to Jason and even when I lay inmy bunk listening to the night passing by outside, I rehearsed how Iwould do what I must do and eventually fell asleep with his.