He ran his hands down my body and rested them on my hips. With a quick tug he pulled me to him. I could feel his hard cock pressed against me. We kiss...d wildly as it rained harder and he slid his hands to my ass and gave it a firm squeeze.I firmly ran my fingers down his back as he squeezed my breast. I softly ran my fingers down his arm to his hand and placed my fingers between his. Letting out a soft moan as he started kissing my neck. His kisses started moving lower as I felt my nightgown. I know Jenny wants me in her life on a full time basis; I’m fairly sure that Kelly too has this desire. Maybe I could learn to live with just one of them, or a compromise of living with them alternately. But I had a hard time believing that me, in the maelstrom that my mind and my emotions often can be, that I would really bring them the happiness they seek in being with me.I was terrified of what was going to happen with Jenny on that ship. I shifted trying to get away.Kelly had not quite lost. While finishing my days at 6 or 7 PM, I would go to the hotel lounge to relax or peruse such online pages as Craigslist, AdultFriendFinder, etc to find a no-strings attached hook up. I didn't have a hook up in some of the towns as I was in, so I had to rely on finding adult book stores for their theaters for entertainment. I even tried to call a couple of escorts as well.Long story short, I struck out on all of that. I went something like 0-20 in terms of attempts. I just couldn't find jack. You go into your bag, grabbing your smokes & lighter and head for the balcony. A light misting rain had started to fall. It did not matter to you. You still leaned up against the balcony railing and took in the gorgeous view of the storm over the ocean leting everything that had just happened sink in. The sight of you was gorgeous out there smoking. I walked up behind you. Feeling my presence you turn and face me. We exchanged in our own deep stair. I grew hard again. Almost like we are on the.