Though in moments like this, I could have sworn he became more animal than human. Jay had a constant need for consumption. I don’t mean food. This m...n hungered for things I couldn’t give him. I couldn’t shape shift and turn myself into a new lover every night. I couldn’t clone myself. I couldn’t handle his brutal ways in the bedroom. All I could give him… was freedom. Complete and unrestricted freedom. Had he cheated on me? Was this my desperate attempt to keep him? No, and no. I was beautiful,. “Yes, Davies.”Fuck! I thought that he must have been psychic or something. I opened the door and looked Mr. Roberts directly in the eye.“Sir, may I also attend the dinner this evening, Sir.”He looked at me and I swear a wicked smirk crossed his lips.“Yes, now go.”I leapt through the door and almost ran back to my quarters. It was late and dinner started in less than an hour. I couldn’t wait to see the look on Thomas’ face when I would tell him my news.I practically burst through the door to our. To start the tractor motor, we advance the spark lever so the spark will be hot to make the gasoline burn fast in the motor. Then, when the tractor motor is running on kerosene, we move this lever back until the motor runs better.”I looked at Joaquin and Alejandro, and both of them smiled, nodding their heads. They knew more than me if they had learned how to start a tractor already.Danato stood in front of the tractor and I stood to the side as he reached for the crooked crank handle extending. She chatted lightly with the dark man. He led her by the elbow.Ah, how she admired this woman. Would she ever be able to belong to the world she lives in? This world of grace and elegance? My, how she'd melted to nothing in her embrace. How the emotions had taken away her breath. They had made her cry like a baby.Even now she felt the relief. God, it took tons off her shoulders. The catharsis had pulled her up like a drowned swimmer from a deep ocean of misery. It left her to shiver on a beach.