Sitting quietly he let her watch him as he scanned her form until finally he said, “I think that I can work you into the audition schedule. If you r...ally want to make the tape right away we can do it Friday evening. Are you available?” Standing slowly Kate narrowed her eyes and smiled. “That would be ideal for me. Where and when?” Spencer picked up a pen and pad, scribbled something down and handed it to her. “That’s my address. Can you meet me there at 7:30?” She glanced down and nodded.. "Tim. Let me say how very, very sorry I am. Why I didn't wait to talk to you I just don't know. I won't make excuses, there are none. I was totally unjust and stupid. How I could believe for even a moment that the man I loved absolutely, and who loved me would do something like that ... I don't know. I was crazy." Jas pulled a tissue from her handbag and wiped her eyes, there seemed to be quite a few tissues in her handbag, as if she came prepared for more than a few tears. I stayed quiet,. You can't move much farther than that," she said cautiously."Yah ... we have. Both the kids were born on the Atlantic Coast, so I guess that means we're pretty portable," he said. "All I can do is try not to make it too far away from our folks."He lapsed into thought as Jeanette watched his face for hints of his mood. Is this something he thought was inevitable, or was it necessary to escape what he thought was shame — shame brought on by her actions. She couldn't bring herself to relax. She. "John went on to tell them about the auction."Okay, I agree we should ride out in the morning. Right now, let's really splurge. We saw a restaurant up the street. I think we should treat ourselves to something to eat, that our women don't have to cook."The bed in our room actually had a feather tick on it. My wives and I made the most of it.May 10, 1848We got an early start and arrived at the Graves' Ranch before too many people were stirring. It didn't look like anyone was around at all, but.