She too had been indenial for so long but at least she had finally been able to confronther problems and fix them. How do you get over your love for ...omeonewho, you know, doesn't really exist with just a photograph toremember them by? How do you live each day hoping that that personis real and will come back but knowing in your heart that they neverwill?"Now you know everything. I hope I can see you again but, if you'drather not, I'll understand and try to move on. I should go now butplease. Early morning light began to warm the cabin room, and Mendoza woke with its brightness. He leaned over to pull the dark fabric across the window, and then looked down at the angel lying beside him. She still looked so beautiful. He couldn’t fathom that after this long and through some un-agreeable times, she still appealed to him, even more now than ever. Never before had a woman intrigued or interested him for so long. His head was protesting, his heart bursting… he had to take her as his.. Every time she did, I felt my asshole pucker up in anger.“Damn, that is funny you dis your friend like that,” Rooster laughed at the name I was being called and asked why she was calling him Sir and acting like this.“I’ve asked her Mom to discipline me for the next two months. She is going to teach me actual right from wrong. I’ve been running with the wrong people for so long that I don’t know what is right or wrong and I haven’t ever cared to find out. I am a hateful, lazy, shitty,. Classes went on as usual. The final took either one or two classroom periods. I was lucky that my finals didn’t all fall on the same day of the week. Ms. Garity had sense enough to focus the entire final on human sexual systems so I suspect everyone passed it. It was certainly the most interesting thing covered all semester. The rest fell in the category of ‘wash your hands and eat your vegetables.’ I was especially interested in the new male birth control that would apparently soon be.