This was a big step for her and I was proud that she would make this effort. The classroom had a half dozen mats spread out on the floor with one up f...ont by its self. We were the second couple to arrive and were greeted by the therapist, a beautiful woman in her mid to late 30s with brown shoulder length hair and green eyes. She introduced herself as Karen and walked us to the mat next to the other couple. They were in their late 20s and very well looking and clean cut. With in the next 15. I had been thinking of going to a bar after work, but this was going to be better. I said, "If I'm going to make movies, I want to make some real dirty movies."Jack asked, "How much money do you want to make tonight honey? You tell me and I'll make it happen." I stood there trying to remember exactly what he told me the day before. I said, "Didn't you tell me that the gang-bang movies paid $1,500?" No, $1,500 is what the girls normally get for a straight fucking movie. You see, I pay each girl. Every moment I protected her increased my suffering.Mad moments trickled through me where I hated her. Where I just wanted to dump her on the coals and witness her suffering. Why should I burn in agony alone? Why shouldn't she suffer?I fought those terrible urges down, clinging to my love. Her voice whispered in my ear, thanking me for my kindness. I clung to that, to her touch, to the memories we had when we lived. I fought against the oppressive pain of Hell.And then a change happened. The. Thanks," he said as he returned to his screen and I headed over to Jerry's office."You wanted a pound of flesh?" I asked as I stuck my head into Jerry's office. Bob was already there. Well, this would work."Come in Gary, I have been briefing Bob," he said."Jason was telling me he is getting some static," I said.Bob actually looked chagrined. "Sorry about that. Some of our less sophisticated users are not happy." Better not happy than the alternative at this point in time," I replied."I agree,".