"Angel," he said as he pulled the door open. "Angel, listen to me."She didn't respond, only continued to stare into space, seeing nothing. He could on...y guess she was reliving the nightmare of her life in captivity. Thinking of his own experiences, he knew she had been through hell. If she had been anyone else, he'd let her rot, but the need to protect her out-weighed his need to save his own skin. In three short steps, he was in front of her, taking each of her fine-boned arms in his. I'm nearly fifty and I need this. I need someone to help me feel alive and desirable. God knows, Howard is a wonderful lover. He fills me so completely and he is so thoughtful with me. I couldn't ask for a more considerate husband. But ... I need more.I've really made a mess of this. I've alerted him to my intention. I've stupidly caused him to doubt me. There is no way I can indulge myself if he is watching me closely. Why did I have to warn him? What kind of fool am I? I've just made it that. He picked my left leg up and wrapped it around his waist and I followed wrapping my right. “Can I have you?” he murmured into my skin. My breath hitched in my throat when I felt him grind his hips into mine, leaving my answer silent but understood. He left a trail of sloppy kisses down my neck, and over my shoulder, pushing one of my bra straps off with his nose in the process. He did the same to my other strap. I felt his hand snake behind my back and unclasp my bra (that had Gir on it on by. That was a painful moment, I cried after that. Irealized that I was a cuckold and that I had beenhumiliated in front of my friend.He reassured me by telling me, "Luca, don't worry, itis normal, you'll see that in no time you'll have spermforming in your balls again and you will be willing todrink your own cum...I also have to confess You that I also feel the need toempty my balls after having heard your needs and havinglistened to your girlfriend's moans."He gave me the movie camera and told me.