"Doc Downs arrived and Ray took him up to look at De Vent, when they came back down the doc was shaking his head, "Christ Jimmy, you're turning out to...be a one man disaster area, will you try to keep out of trouble after this one?" It's not me Doc all I do is try to defend myself, my poor old head was just starting to settle down when John gave me a belt behind the ear, it was pure self defence and then when he came at me with a knife I feared for my life so I hit him, it was either him or. “What about her education?” Kara asked. “She hasn’t been to school since she was in eighth grade.”“She can go to school with me,” Jake said.“She can’t function with school children yet, Jake,” Jan said. “She won’t have enough self-control.”“I know. I can’t go back to public school either.” He sighed. “I’ve decided to be homeschooled next year.”“But I thought that you enjoyed being around the other students,” Ellen said.“I do, but since all the boys have gone through puberty it’s become too hard. I needed to be different as Christine. Nellytold me how to breathe as she lit my first cigarette and put a drink inmy hands."We are going to have to destroy your clothes of course," Nelly saidnonchalantly."What?" Well Aaron and Duncan will work out who you are otherwise."So I went outside dressed as a woman with my suitcase of clothes and acigarette in my mouth.Nelly joined me and helped me burn my clothing.As I burnt my last pair of trousers I suddenly thought what am I doing?How am I going. I was shocked with this behavior and asked her what’s wrong. She said nothing, asked me to leave and lock the gate while leaving, saying this she went to bedroom and slammed the door.I was standing there for sometime not knowing what to do. Then I went to the bedroom door and started knocking, she came out and asked me the reason for not leaving. I got angry, took her hand and wanted towards kitchen and asked her to get all the required plates and get the table ready as I am too hungry. Hearing.