To be honest, she, too, found herself making occasional assumptions about the future which didn’t include a kid.“Yeah, but I don’t want to coope...ate in any way with pushing kids around. That sucks.” That was Bill. Teens weren’t as important in his world-view as babies were, but he thought they deserved priority over adults.“Well, I’m sure they didn’t mean anything. They just didn’t think.” And that might be Bill’s objection. He felt you should think about kids. Well, in some moral sense, he was. ”“She ain’t here.”“That’s the point.” I could already feel my throat closing up and tears in my eyes. “I don’t think she’s happy here. I think we’re losing her.” Kyle scooted over on the couch and put an arm around me. I looked up at him and could see the truth in his eyes. He felt the same way I did. Since school started we’d hardly done anything fun and didn’t even have sex much. Even this weekend when we were trying to study for mid-terms, we’d had to spend Saturday getting a new boarder. As she nears the punch bowl she victimizes me with her stare. A heart shaped face haloed in by perfect hair looks me over with a glint in her jade green eyes. could you be my first fuck? they seem to say. In that moment I would have done anything, ANYTHING for the answer to be yes. But her eyes leave mine and continue to travel around the room. She scoops up her first cup of punch and begins her rounds of mingling with the commoners. An unforeseen rage fills me. She obviously had been toying. Uske baad me sofe pe betha tha toaunty mere paas ay or boli kahin jala to nai and ye keh ke meri vest me dekhnelagi or fir aunty ne muje kas ke ek hug ki mene kaha ki ap ye kya kar rahe hoto wo boli wo kar rahi hu jo mera pati nai kar sakta jab ubke boobs touch horahe the to mera lund bi khada ho geya or unko touch hone laga or mene unko firkiss ki lips pe to aunty ne kaha ki yaha nai bedroom me hum bedroom me Gaye mene pehle to unko khuubsuck kiya fir mene unka kameez utar diya unhone black.