Usually she was the one to initiate physical stuff. She usually kissed me first, stuff like that. Not this time. I took her in my arms, rocked her bac... onto my bed, and kissed her brains out. While frantically ripping off her clothes. She moaned and squirmed beneath me as I fondled her breasts. Then, as usual, I suckled on them. Then I moved away. There was something I wanted to try.I used Jake as a sounding-board. He was discreet-at least about what we discussed-knowledgeable, and didn't laugh. Much softer than Mia but still nice. I told them “If they kept doing this I will cum”. Hope said: “Cool I want to see that” I suggested I needed some moisture as lubricant. Mia knew what I needed and put the head of my cock in her mouth and put as much salvia as she could on the end. Hope looked with interest and once Mia pulled up, she used the spit to coat my cock. The feeling was intense, but it started to go dry again and she just spat on the end of my cock and kept going. Hope was. I had never been with a black man before. I've had black friends but never in a sexual capacity. Needless to say, I was turned on by the possibility of having my first black cock to suck and fuck. I was hard thinking about being naked with him, my pale white skin against his dark hued body. I wondered if the myth that black men were all well endowed would become a fact for me.We decided to get together at my place. When he showed up I was very pleased with what I saw. He was 6' 3", well built. I was caught between remaining myself and takingmy chances at getting promoted anyway, or risking everything bybecoming, or at the very least, dressing as a woman. Since I had neverleaned that way my natural aversion to dressing as a woman full timebecame the prominent force in the way I looked at the situation.My mother had made it clear that the decision was mine to make, yet mynatural reticence kept being pushed aside by the thought of all thatmoney. A raise that high would allow me to fund.