" Yeah, she's not going to show I'm afraid Mae. I'm sorry to have brought you here under false pretenses, but I didn't know how else to do it. I'm Rya... by the way. I'm sure you know who I am."She blinked, too a sip and then said, carefully, "I see." I doubt you do Mae, but I'm here to talk to you. Just you, not the entire crowd. It took me a while going through Craigslist ads to find your little group. Thankfully Deanna has been very open about you guys, and your little support group, so I knew. Courtney went to all my Doctors' appointments with me. We first went to anendocrinologist who took measurements, and blood samples then prescribedme testosterone blockers and Estrogen. He told me that the changes wouldbe gradual over two years and that I would notice mood swings first beforeanything else. During the visit, we discussed future, plans and how far Iplanned to go in my transition. "my ultimate goal is to be as feminine aspossible, then I would like to work on a bimbo look." He. I noticed she wasn't wearing a shirt, so I tucked the blanket around her shoulders as she cried. I felt the couch shift, and then Sandi was there talking to Nancy."It's ok, we are here for you. It's what friends are for. You don't have to worry about him, he won't be forgetting what happened to his ass, when he has to have the rock salt pulled from it," she said as we waited for the police.Four hours later, I was dozing on the couch waiting for Sandi to get back. She had gone and gotten some. Lisa started to unbutton her blouse as she said "Come on boys, don't be shy." they didn't need any further encouragement and they slowly gathered around Lisa. One of the lads said, pointing at me. "What about him?" Oh he's just a voyeur" said my wife. "but if you'd be happier, tie him up."With that 3 of them held me while another went and got a rope from the van."I know!" said Lisa. "Why don't you strip him and then tie him up." As much as I tried to resist I was overwhelmed. They laughed.