So be it.She expected to be gone about two weeks and the thought of our being apart, even for that time, was traumatic.But that is life, and we both e...pected that from the time that she returned we would begin a new life together.I suspect that it would be necessary for anyone to live the extended life that I had to be something of an optimist. If one were a pessimist, they would probably have committed suicide long before they had reached my current age.But without my Aurora, even for only two. The bus journey home was long and tedious and seem to take forever,it was a lovely warm day and |I just wanted to strip down and sit in the garden. I let myself in my front door I was feeling more than a little angry with the world in general. I flung off my shoes and marched into the kitchen to put the kettle on. The kitchen window looked out onto our back garden which was nice and secluded,surrounded by a large hedge all around a real suntrap. I saw my boyfriend laying naked on his back on. I could feel she had just about enveloped the glans of my cock with her outer ring, but the tightest bit was still to come. I could feel her tensing and relaxing and trying. I stroked her arms and breasts and legs, gently re-assuring her.She started whispering to herself; "I can do this, I can do this, I can do on Fran, you can do this, come on, oh shit, oh fucking jesus fucking christ. Arrrgghh!".She opened her eyes and looked at me, she was sweating, her skin cool and clammy, her eyes on. She was fair and looked like she goes to the parlour regularly. I guessed her age to be around 32 but she could have been much older for all I knew.“Umm.. excuse me, this is my seat”, the lady said, coming up to me.I was sitting by the left window, resting my leg on the opposite seat since no one was there. She was pointing at my leg, claiming it to be her seat. I immediately took my leg out, mumbling a feeble sorry and sat up straight, making space for her.I tried to make conversation with her.