Both good and bad as well. If you’re too good, Teachers expect more from younger siblings. It’s even more difficult if they aren’t exactly the ...erfect student. The bad. Sometimes, you are more over-protective of them. Especially if you have a younger sister. That makes it all the more difficult as well. I was going into my last year of high school and I was ready to get out of here. Not because I hated anything or anybody. It was because of love. Things changed that summer. Not only was. ..hobby fora long time but always thought it was just youthful curiosity. In myheart I guess I knew better, but I ignored the signs and never saidanything, even when I found your things in the laundry. When I saw youtoday I was certainly shocked to see just how nice you looked. But, Mrs.Benson is having a garden party the day after tomorrow, and since sheinvited both of us to be there, I thought it would give you a chance toget out of the house, let you interact with other girls your age,. I wish she hadn't been so specific about the choices she was after. Ifshe had simply wanted a certain colour, I could have chosen something Iwould have liked as well. I very much doubted that I would enjoy wearingones as girlish as those, but I felt that there was absolutely no waythat I could provide her with suggestions without exposing my actualintentions for helping her.She eventually found them both before I did. As they both got changedinto the leotard that they wanted to wear today, I. Into agony. As if I wason fire from the bottoms of my feet to the hair on my head, nothing but aburning pain so intense it consumed my world. After a while it receded abit, then it surged back more painful than before. Wave after wave ofagony, while in the background I can still here Elle Driver whistlingthat creepy song.Eventually, an eternity later, the pain recedes and I feel myself fallingaway into a darkness that seems so peaceful. Dragging me down untilblissful release swallows up.