"Shit! Didn't think of that. I'll go with you ... just in case."Kelly left Tara leaning on the wall at the entrance to the bathroom as he relieved his...bladder."You should shower," Tara said when he returned."Do I smell?" Well, yeah, but I meant 'cause no one's here." Oh. Good idea. Thanks."When he was done, they went to the dining room. It was filled with rows of long tables, like picnic tables with the attached bench seats facing each other, except they were made of some form of composite. " No buts. You've made me think. I enjoyed lots of my fucking in New York but you were three thousand miles away. Because I liked it I wanted to keep doing it but I never thought about what you would do, what it would be like with you there." You made the tapes." It's not the same. I didn't do it with you live on cam. I could have, but do you know why I didn't?" You can't do that from a GoPro?" It wasn't technical love. I think I knew, somewhere in the back of my mind that it might be torture. " "You've got to be kidding! I would never do that! How can you even say that Jim? You're the only man I've ever known. I'm NOT fucking him! I'll NEVER fuck him!"So there is was. Everything out in the open. Total resistance to my permission and the proposal might have died right there except for one thing. I was still massaging her clit and I knew her well enough to know she was close to cumming. That meant this was hot for her. That meant the idea of fucking Alex was down deep pretty erotic.. Sadly, the wall was not a perfect protection, and the boy-soul felt loss andgrief without knowing what he had lost, or what he was grieving for, andnightmares found their way over the wall to torment his sleep for years tocome.And whispers of the girl-soul also made their way over the wall, but insteadof comforting, they only frightened the boy-soul even more than thenightmares did.Then the boy found the wall, and made the first crude attempts to make anopening in it, only to be overwhelmed.