Jess clinched her eyes closed, remembering the last time she had seen Nick. His fraternity hosted a party for their new pledges the night after Jess�...s last date with Nick. She couldn’t attend because she had to work, but they had planned for Nick to walk her home at the end of her shift. When he hadn’t shown up, Jess had assumed that he had lost track of the time while at the party. Jess grew increasingly concerned when she didn’t hear from him the following day. He didn’t answer her calls, and. I think that a hurricane, a collapsed building and a guy who was just decent and guileless unscrewed my head. Suddenly sex became making love and it was something that two people shared because they shared everything in their lives.My very first sexual experience, the first time I touched or was touched since I was a toddler, that was with Dan. First real kiss. Dan. First everything. Dan. And since that first time, that first glorious night, that first wild week, it just gets better and better.. "They'd take their league championship every year and usually place in the top four at state, taking six championships. But they've struggled since then. They haven't had a winning season in twenty years. This year, they're three and three."Our league had an eight game season. One more win would make them four and three and a winning season. One more after that and it would be official. Their first winning season in twenty years. I still couldn't guess what this was about."The last half of the. He was simulating the thrust and withdrawal ofintercourse, but for the first time in my life I was the woman, movingmy hips to him, trying to increase the pressure of his body on mine,to feel the hardness of his penis against me more and more.I realized I wanted to feel his penis, to feel it in me.I wanted to feel his hard penis inside of me.I wanted to go there, to that place, where I?d never even consideredit possible. My heart told me, in no uncertain terms.I wanted to feel his penis inside.