It was one of pure joy. Just like when she drinks her Coca-Cola and watermelon slushy mixture at the movie theater, savoring every drop of it. Thinki...g back on it now, I believe I fell in love with her at that precise moment. I never searched for it because I never thought in a million years, I was capable of it. I loved fucking different girls but with Kimmie I feel different. Is this what falling in love was like? A story you never wanted to end. I can't bear to lose her -- lose this. "Was I any good?"Aw. You adorable little sherbert. "Sweetie," I said as I opened his front door to leave. "You were in and out before I could find out. Say hi to the guys in PD for me!"And with that, I was outta there as fast as my legs could carry me as I heard him shout "Can we do this again?!" which made me laugh. I always love an optimist. They are so damned cute. There was more chance of me banging the Pope than enjoying the fruits of young Kenneth Sanders loins again. Still, he was. But then she shook her head and said, "No, Timmy. Joey would have found it by now. We've been in each other's heads so much I sometimes get confused who's who."I relaxed as that sank in, then I sighed and said, "You're right. But who else could it be that I would get so upset of her tinkering with?" Brad? Or Sandi?" No... I wouldn't have been all that upset if she had done something to them. I mean, they're pretty messed up anyways, thanks to me." Now you're not being fair to them or yourself.". Looking at her you would not think she was in anyway sexual. And like a lot of oldies in their early eighties, she wore simple shift dresses that hid their fat bellies.The rain had stopped customers coming and so it was a slow day. I was rearranging some books and Elsie was behind the counter just seemingly daydreaming. I noticed that she also had one hand between her legs and was moving it ever so slightly. The dirty old bitch, I thought. Not one to miss an opportunity I crept round her back.