?Time to decide,? she said. ?I?ll beback shortly.?LouAnne did not know how to proceed. She knew Dan wanted this but shedidn?t know if he had any idea ...hat he might have to endure. Fantasyand reality were meeting. It seemed that Divina and Jaime had a goodrelationship.At just 36 it seemed there had to be more to life. Sex meant nothing toher as she never had enjoyed it. It seemed that Dan wanted to live outhis fantasy even if he had not thought through the details. LouAnne wasattractive, had a. But knowing that I hadn't been there first and that I was sitting across the table from the guy who had been was a little unsettling.The next morning when we got up Fran said, "Now that wasn't so bad, was it? He'll be done with his business and will be gone in three or four days and you won't even remember that he was here."And in fact it was like he wasn't even there. For the next two days Carl was up and gone before Fran and I got out of bed and he came home after we had already retired for. .. I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.'" 'Yeah, right, it's not that easy, ' I protested." 'Yes, it is, ' he said. 'Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood. You choose to be in a. "You close, girl?" Alex asked, picking up his pace."Yes, Sir, but I can't quite seem to..." I hesitated."To get there?" he finished.I nodded and he gripped my shoulder, pulling me even deeper into him withevery thrust. I was hovering oh so close to the edge, when I felt Alexdoing something with his hands along the back of my neck. He wasn'tgrabbing as much as... exploring? It felt a little weird honestly, notbad, just not something I'd ever had done before. I was a little unsurewhere this was.