I cried and I prayed to God to understand me, even if I did not understand myself.As I fingered my pussy and fucked my anus, I watched the godless har...ot in the mirror, although I still could not look her in the face. I felt no pain from my latest, fattest dildo, signalling that I needed thicker, that I needed my new friend, the pain to return to me, to help me.As always, I felt the stirrings of the magma boiling below, still trapped just beneath the surface, unable to affect the eruption I. As the weeks went by Anne started to become more and more friendly with me. I liked her but did not imagine what was going to happen next. They invited me out with them on Friday night for dinner and a few drinks. When I met them at the front door I saw Anne wearing a sexy revealing black dress with matching black hi heels. She gave me a cheeky look which I didn't take note off. We had dinner and decided to go to the local pub. We sat in the beer garden having a few drinks when Ron excused. ."What ya' doing?" I heard in her soft, female tone. I jumped out of my skin. My heartbeat leaped from my body and hairs stood on end as I opened my eyes to find Juliet stood a few feet away, watching me jerking off. I had no idea if she knew I was jerking off over her, and at this time it didn't matter. I was disturbed, embarrassed amongst everything else running through my mind. I tried to cover my cock, with both hands as it tried to slip free and expose itself to make me feel more ashamed. Our fucking didnt last long but I had a great timeAs we both pantd Cindi and Richar returnedI thought I would be jealous about someone else fucking my wife but I didn't careAnother surprise as Cindi and Denise decided to head to the bedroom together againRichard ordered us some more drinks and he took his out on the balconyI slid on a robe and joined himOne last surprise............as I sipped my drink, Richard slowly rubbed my back and then slid his hand uner my robe, strokng and grabbing my.