Afraid that I would never want to walk as a man in the world again.All these thoughts and more swirled through my head as I continued to lick and suck...his dick, but before I could change my mind and stop, Todd grabbed my head firmly and began to pump stream after stream of cum in my mouth. Being a guy myself, I understood what was going to happen the moment his grip became so unmoving and insistent so I was ready. I tried to hold it all in, but there was so much that a little spilled from my. His hands moved downward till he covered my shaved wet cunt. I would normally be dripping with my slick juices freely flowing down my legs, but since tonight would be a new experience, my anxiety was showing.He again whispered, “You will feel great, I promise.” Almost as if I was holding my breath, a sigh escaped.He pressed his two middle fingers directly on my clit, I felt like my body was on fire, heat imploding inside, like a volcano with molten lava rising to the surface, ready to blow. An. I then went down on him as I told him I wanted to deep throat him the first night so I could get used to having nine inched down my throat. Again, we had already decided that he would cum in my throat while together, but this was not the time. We had other plans for our first cum.We kissed some more, we both liked that, and then he got on to of me, sucking my cock into his mouth, while he fucked my mouth. We both really enjoy oral sex and have satisfied each other innumerable times over. Now, it was an albatross around my neck and I needed some way of changing identities without being scooped up as an operational terrorist. She gave me the final documents which I immediately sent to Islamabad to forestall any action against me on their part. If they still believed I was functioning as an agent in place they would not be in a hurry to get rid of me.The new safe house gave me a bit of running room but I knew it was only a matter of time before I would come to the same end as my.