She never really used any makeup more than just a dab of lipstick and her clothes were so loose and baggy, it was difficult to get a real impression o... her general figure underneath. She was about the cleanest girl I had ever met including my Sue because she took at least two showers a day and used a flower scented body bath from Hawaii. Every time I got real up close and personal with her, I got the scent of flowers and the picture of her on top of a surf board out on the high waves filled my. That was too close, she thought. She felt guilty, suddenly overwhelmed by what she’d done. She couldn’t believe her behavior. It was not like her to behave that way with anyone other than Ante. The forbidden had excited her. It took away all reasoning, all common sense. She’d acted irrationally. It wouldn’t happen again. A loud knock on the door disrupted her thoughts. She took a deep breath and answered it, relieved to see the man she loved. ‘Ante, you’re here!’ Dez smiled a radiant smile as. I looked at Jackie with a puzzled expression on my face. “She said to go ahead and do you,” she said with a wicked grin. “So, Coach, uh, are you ready to make some music together?”“You’ll never get anything from me calling me ‘Coach’” I said.“Oh, sorry Rob. Rob, Rob, Rob. I gotta remember that. I sure don’t want to call you Coach when we’re in bed, do I?” Her round eyes burned into mine and mine burned back. Then she moved her face to mine and kissed me again and for the first time, I truly. This felling of subconsciousdiscomfort became second nature to me as well to many others who by nofault of their own ended up on the wrong side of the Berlin Wall. Thedecaying buildings leading the way to muddy, unpaved streets which ledto either more decaying buildings or more guard posts. Many days I foundmyself looking at traffic coming to and from the checkpoint to theoutside world. Being too young to remember the prominence Germany hadfound itself in this was the only thing I had known..