The pleasure you give me means the world to me and is not just fucking, but making love, the love I feel for you. Please don’t be mad at me……�...just remember I am in love with only you………..” Then she turned the camera off.Alisha was noticeably nervous. Colin looked at her, not saying anything. He got up and moved closer to her. He got down on his knees between her legs and held her hands in his, then looked into her eyes. “Alisha……..I am so in love with you and I will always be. You can. He wasn't interested in me in the long term as I was in the closet and planned to stay there.In his profile he'd talked about candlelit dinners, candlelit baths, slow and sensual sex, and sensual massages. All of that was true. What he had not mentioned, perhaps as it was not on his mind at the time, was what he wanted me to wear. On my limited budget I had college clothes, mostly worn and tired. Any money I made first went to buying a new wardrobe. He didn't like my old wardrobe and didn't. “A dragonfly!”Yes, a dragonfly, but a special one. It’s a Menaie, a seeker.“A magic dragonfly!” Menja squealed. “Outch!” She squealed again as the little creature suddenly bit her. “The dragonfly bit me, why did she do that?” Menja asked watching the insect flying away.It’s a Menaie and that’s what they do. She tasted your blood and will search for it now.“What happens when she finds it?”When she finds it, the Menaie goes to sleep in a cocoon and becomes a Banjie.“What is a Banjie?”A Banjie is. You have to mix things up a little the second time through. You need to throw some garbage they can't hit or that isn't in the zone or even close to it. The batters think you're tiring that way and will try to sit on a fastball. They were perfect for my sliders.My first at bat was a four pitch walk. I didn't understand that and I didn't understand another four pitch walk to Matt Joyce. Longoria was batting cleanup, and you would think they would prefer to pitch to me or Joyce, and not to Longo..