” He paused for a moment to put on a condom and I idly wondered where he found condoms big enough to fit him. He must have guessed what I was thinki...g and he told me they were special order from a company in Europe. Then he applied more desensitizing lube to my hole and started working his fingers into me using them to stretch and widen his target. I was moaning in pleasure from this when he asked if was ready. I knew what he wanted from me so I wiggled my ass invitingly abegged him to fuck me. Ireally didn't care if she skipped or not. I just wanted some time aloneto think about the situation. I shoo Katie out the door.I grab another cup of coffee and begin to review the last 18 hours. HowI went through maybe one of the most embarrassing moments of my lifewhen the girl I had a secret crush on informed me that she knew I hadcrossdressed in the past. How I then was able to live out my dream andallowed myself to be dressed as a woman. I remember the elation I feltbut I also remember. Our parents moved away to different states halfway across the country when we were in our early 20's. When we finally reconnected as adults she was living 20 mins away in her own apt & we were respectively dating other people. We would hang out from time to time and it was apparent that even though we were dating other people, that flirtatious energy and mutual attraction was still there, and stronger than ever. In her 20's she had now become a stunning young woman. Piercing brown eyes, a face. Are you saying I should tell her I love her more often? I tell her that every day. I bet you pet the dog too. What do you mean by that? I mean Nora has heard you say it so often it probably doesnt mean anything to her any more. You have to say it differently, in a way that appeals to her dreams and fantasies. Im afraid Nora hasnt confided her dreams and fantasies to me in a very long while. It shouldnt matter. Womens dreams and fantasies are pretty generic. I mean like a guys fantasies are.