"This is fun, but I’m getting hot and tired. I wish I could go swimming. The water looks so cool and clear." I shrugged my shoulders. "Why don’t y...u? It’s a little dangerous because of the dam at Lake Dyson. They might release some water and raise the river level at any moment, but you’ll have a little warning. When Ted and I were growing up, we went swimming here all the time." She smiled coyly at me. "I didn’t bring a swimsuit , but I said I’d try anything legal. Is it legal to go swimming in. Rick, who had sailed these routes many times before, knew the 'best places' to go and having learned of Heidi's love of being naked and being able to show-off was able to direct us the nudist areas. So it was that the four of us, once the ship had tied up, would find a taxi and Rick would tell the guy exactly where we needed to go.It was delight to see Heidi give full rein to her exhibitionist side and to being stretched out on a towel or lounger provocatively parting her legs, smoothing oil on. But I could also tell she was holding back and not being honest withherself. She tried to act like it would be the end game, but I could seein her private fantasies that this was a critical part of her. Further,she was deceiving herself into believing that if she went out onHalloween, it would be ok to be in public as a woman. The problem wasshe wanted to be a woman not just dress as one. It would be obvious toall that she was at least a cross- dresser, possibly even a trans-genderperson,. I shared my house with 4 foster brothers, Jason (18), Peter (16) ,Simon (14), and John (12), my foster mum Renie (36), and foster dad Ken (40), i had my own room next to the room my 2 youngest brothers shared, i was very close to the 14 yr old Simon.We could talk for hours and he would often sit in my room and chat for hours about anything, he helped me a lot when i first moved in 2 yrs befor, But now i felt different, i felt grown up and needed to know more and the only way to learn was to.