She looked down, saw the color of his hands, looked back up at me with an evil grin, blew me a kiss and turned to face him. I returned to our table by...the dance floor and settled in to watch the show.At once I could see that they were swapping spit already and his hand was under the front of her little dress. The next time they turned I could see that his fly was down and her hand was inside his pants. At that point the lighting changed from soft, low light to strobes which was the cue to "get. I could annoy you with repentance and remorse, but I won't. Not because I don't honestly feel it. I do feel remorse, about ten tons of it and they all weigh on my heart.But there is no point, is there?My love is dead. George is gone. So is every dream I ever had. I carelessly and thoughtlessly threw them away. I betrayed and killed the one good thing I'd carried within me — George's love.What's left of me is just trash. Worthless trash to be put away and destroyed. I should follow him as soon. If people are pushing the perception that I am in some way a sexual predator, that is what other people will begin to think. I would hope you would help to straighten out anyone who would be speaking like that and I truly hope that you will come to meet Kendi.”“Kendi?”“That is my fiancés name. Kendall. She like to be called Kendi. Kendi is a civil engineer. She owns her own company and is someone worthy of at least the opportunity to be known before she is judged. I look forward to personally. I gently kissed her and asked her if she thinks this was ok. And she promptly said “i trust you”. Well that was good enough.I started to smooch her.. She was responding well and holding me tighter. Frantically she pulled my t-shirt off and me squeezed her out of her tee too. She disliking real pretty in her interestingly rainbow coloured bra, which made laugh actually. She was like “whaaat its cute okkkk” and im like “lol”. Anyways… Pushed her down on the bed she unhooked her bra and let me.