" Why would you think that, Sam?" It's obvious, Nancy, everyone knows you got kicked out of the armybecause of it." I don't think you understand, Sam,...I wasn't kicked out, I resigned." Yes, of course you did, well I've got news for you, tonight you startyour new job as a cheap whore." She stood up and made her way to thedoor."Please don't do this." He sounded as if he was pleading.This tone of voice brought laughter out of the crowd and several ofthem mimicked his apparently whining plea. . I continued to read, gathering knowledge from everywhere. I cracked open a bible for the first time since those long Sundays sitting in pews. I gathered knowledge about mental health and spiritual growth. I sought out everything, with Bruce Lee’s philosophy in mind, Absorb what is useful, discard the rest.The therapist's appointment had been scheduled. My intake was two weeks after the first call, getting out the reasons for why I was needing to go. I held back, being vague as they would allow.. “Anyways, I’m having a party tonight at my place, my parents are out of town until Sunday. Do you think you could come?” My astonishment made my brain go numb. My mouth moved of it’s own accord. “I guess so, what’s gonna be goin’ down over there?” “Well, we will be cutting the grass while we’re there…I hope you don’t mind.” I got the picture. Cutting the Grass is a popular term for smoking weed. “I’m there.” No hesitation at all. Her perfect smile again. “Great! It’s the first house on the. "I think Sasha liked you though." Oh yeah? I think Christina liked you?" Mmmm? Well, who could resist me? Now take me back to the hotel and fuck me darling... once you've changed back into Wendy, that is..."CHAPTER 2They spent the next day touring Amsterdam, Peter dressed in a more sober jeans, t-shirt and black leather jacket, rather than his glitzy frock. In mid afternoon, they stopped at a coffee shop, bought some grass and became pleasantly stoned. The conversation drifted to the events of.