"I haven't been with a guy yet, because the very best man I know, the one I'd want to give myself to, I can't have because he's standing too damn clos... to me." I blurted out."Huh? Is the guy one of your guy friends? Or is he-" He's you, Stuart, he's you. The perfect guy, the truly sweet man, the one I'd want to be with, the one I'd happily take in my arms, and he's my own...brother. I am one sick person. That's why I have issues with sex, okay? I'm a sick, perverted freak."I erupted in fresh. I feeling a little weird, and I could also see my neighbouring uncle still looking at me and smiling wickedly. I wondered what his problem was. I came inside masturbated again to get rid of the weird feeling.By the time it was evening and my sister showed up a few minutes after I was done.I kept wondering what was it that was getting me hard holding some bras or panties. A couple of weeks went by and I was home alone again. I started to watch porn as usual and was finding it difficult to get. She’d make two circles and then sweep her hand down between her legs, into her crotch. It seemed like I had been staring at her for minutes as she continued this motion but it was actually only seconds that went by. I felt my cock twitch and in response I kicked up the foot rest and leaned my chair back several inches. I then propped my right knee up to block my Father In-law’s view of my crotch. I rested my right hand on my right knee and placed my left on my swelling cock. The wife and her. You’re still paying!”“See you tomorrow at 11:45 at that diner across from the hospital.”“You got it!” I said.I had a nice lunch with Kimmy, which included a passionate lovemaking session, and spent the afternoon working on the conversion project. That evening, after dinner, we went to karate as usual and I was surprised to see Sensei Jim at the dojo.“Are you free for lunch on Sunday? That’s when our next ISKC meeting is being held. I meant to tell you about it before Christmas, but with all the.