That will take some thought," I replied."Well let me know when you are ready," she suggested."I will do that, thanks," I said.When I left Helen's I ro...e a little farther before I headed home. It was a nice ride actually. I noticed that it was enjoyable only after it was over and I arrived home. I also noted the car in the driveway."Well hello Jeremy," I said upon recognizing him."Hello Rose, we are having a few friends over Friday night we would really like you to be there," he said."I do hope. She flicked the light off and undressed down to her bra and panties and climbed into bed. I was too drunk to do a thing and didn't even touch her, I just drifted off into a drunken confused sleep, glad that I was incapable after all. About an hour later I suddenly woke up in the darkened room with a start and was instantly and vividly aware that Alison was lying next to me in just her underwear, it was like every mans fantasy and I had the most incredible erection which I was slowly stroking. I’d spent a while on the phone with HR getting arrangements made. Our division’s HR rep was subtly asking one of the sales reps if they’d consider a lateral move to marketing and we had already identified some junior staff we might be interested in promoting to the sales positions.The condo was empty. I took a deep breath, poured myself one, and sat down. I turned on some Bach and sat there. I looked at my phone and decided, no I wasn’t ready to put my profile up, yet. And then there was that. ” **** We were sitting in my room waiting for Jamie, me on my bed, Gray on the armchair in the corner. I could tell he hated being in the house, even more in this room. He kept looking at a spot on the floor. I was pretty sure that’s the last place he had ever seen Jamie, but I didn’t want to even think about it. At midnight, Jamie appeared as usual. He smiled a big sunny smile and said, “Hey Cam,” before reaching out to brush my cheek in what had become an achingly familiar gesture. He froze.