He pushed it again, and the ray gun fired as expected.Now we needed to know what was the use of the third button. After some fiddling around, Sam foun... that this button adjusted the width of the ray beam. If he pushed it once before pressing the trigger, he got a narrow beam. Pressing that button twice produced a wide beam. Also, pressing the safety always reset the beam into its narrow width.Now we were looking for range. The most distant of the chip collectors was about 350 yards away from. “Why are you just telling me this now?”“Because I wanted you to know that I did love you Luca.”“What about now?”“I love you more than anything Luca.” she said reached for his hand.“But?”“But I know you will always be questioning my love and trust for you. You will always worry about me and my happiness. Things you should tell me. Can I handle the truth about you? Will I accept the things you have done? I am not as naive as everyone thinks.”“What do you mean by that?”“I know Connie and Virgil. . once in a while." David smiled sheepishly."Now I know where men don't get their unrealistic expectations about feminine beauty from." She remarked, as if to herself, as she went through the final pages of the magazine and tossed it back on to the bed.David looked at her inquiringly. "Nothing", she laughed. "Just that my ex-boyfriend was never really happy with my breasts. And I always had the biggest pair among all of my friends ... back when I was in high school and now in college also.". God, somemen!" Then she took a deep breath, stood up, said "Come!" and led medirectly to our bed. She loved feeling desirable, obviously. She wasjuicy long before I got into her!That's how Pam was and how she still is. She wants her pleasures,and whatever she wants she gets. I could refuse her nothing. So whenshe proposed that despite the pressures of my work we take a two weekmidwinter break at this Club Caribe, as Jenny urged, that settled it.It wasn't easy. It took me over a month to clear.