He's..No!* Lily screamed *He can't be*Although she knew it to be true she still had a hard time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before t...e paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make her feel angry, She felt as if the paramedics could of saved him, Should of saved him even though deep down she knew they couldn't*I'm sorry miss but there is nothing more we can do* The paramedic said a little nervously, He seemed a little afraid of Lily, He sort of felt. I considered sitting inside, motor idling, air conditioner on high, and finish the task that was the highest on my to-do list, but I did not want to run out of gas on the way.Maybe I should have done it anyway. Maybe I should have talked the doctor into letting me stay for a bit more time and play the entire tape. Maybe I should have plugged in a pair of headphones and listened to her as I drove home, but I knew I wanted to pay it - and her - my full attention. Maybe I should have driven down. I smiled and said okay. “But I do work too you know,” she said. “Ohhhhhh don’t worry,” I replied. “I know that. I won’t bother you…too much.” “I think I might be falling in love with you. Nooooo, maybe not…maybe all this is just making me a little on the aroused side of things? I don’t know for sure.” The rain continued. We had been in bed for God knows like an hour and a half maybe. I had held her. I had held her boobs. I had squeezed them. Other then what we’d already taken off as far as. "she said in a different tone,"she gave me back mylife. She wants her little pretty flowers sold, then I will!"She near screamed that last part."But I'm gonna do it my way... If I have to be a pretty little bitch on acorner with her little flowers, then they're gonna share that fate!Those skinheads, that pansy lawyer, the cops, those faggots in the cell...They're all gonna PAY!"She looked up with more determination than ever.- - -Tulip sat by herself in her own flat, reading magazines while.