But it was still amazing how John had me ready for more, yet without him I no longer needed it.I was awake for the rest of the afternoon, and was most...y anxious while waiting for Mom to arrive home with the test. My mind kept wondering what will I do with a baby. Or should I even keep the baby.Dad was the first to arrive home. For the next hour, I tried to avoid him. It was a odd feeling to be around him thinking my Dad could very well be the father of my child. He remained in the living. She begged of me and requested me to suck the milk out, so that she could sleep. While doing so, she had opened her blouse (she was not wearing bra beneath). I was perplexed and horny at the same time. I sat in front of her and started sucking her right breast. In a matter of seconds, I could taste sweet milk oozing out. When I was sucking her breast, she removed her sari and under garments, with her blouse still on. I objected and told her this would be sin. She said, forget the sin and think. ?gHuman beings eat; animals are fed,?h she quoted to herself with a giggle, remembering Helen's words. Putting her empty mug on the draining-board to be washed up later, the Elf bent to take the slop bucket from the cupboard under the sink and peered into it doubtfully at the greasy remains of the mutton stew Helen had made for the Elf's evening meal of the day before. There were stale bread-crusts, already spotted blue and green with mould, in the bucket, and half a pint of sour milk that the. Nearby was a cairn and stone shelter, which we gladly moved into, out of the wind and drizzle. The shelter was large consisting of four stone walls radiating out, on top of them was a slate roofed cover. Dividing roughly into four sections it was designed so at least one area would be out of the rain or wind. Sheltering in the low roofed section facing away from the wind, we huddled together, Anna calling lunch break. I saw packs opened and sandwiches and pasties and pies being devoured. They.