I know there is a nipple for me but I am small, it seems, and must push hard for my mother’s milk. We are like one at first, a moving body with for...y legs. Snuggly linked shoulder to jowl, each an extension of each other. Knitted together by our scent, warmth, under belly of straw and a heart beat. All is secure and dark. Our moths attach and suckle in unison. We sleep and then cry for more. There is always more. My eyes open in the dark at first. I only see shadows of my mother coming and. . Right now!... I mean it, right now.....Right now....I'll tell him to stop...."Rolf please," I managed to whimper quietly, my feelings and my needs conflicting badly."Please what?" he replied, quietly, gently, almost as you would speak to a c***d.I shivered in his arms, whispering almost inaudibly, "You know what. You know." Then say it Jenny. Just say it." Please stop Rolf," I managed to get out. "Please stop undoing my blouse....I want you to. I need you to, but please Rolf, please." My body. Unhon ne sushil se poonchhaa ki snacks mein kyaa laaein? Sushil ne kahaa ki salted kaju, salted pista aur potato chips le aao. Bhabhi voh teenon cheezein le aaeen. Phir ham teenon ne blue label whisky pee. Bhabhi boleen yeh sachmuch bahut badhiyaa whisky hai. Sushil bola yeh sabse mahengi whiskiyon mein se hai badhiyaa to ho gi hi. Maine kahaa ki abhi haal mein main videsh gayaa thaa waheen se letaa ayaa. Mujhe khushi hai ki bhabhiji ko whisky achchhi lagee. Thodi der whisky peene ke baad sab. "I was under the original impression that this would be shooting in the summer. This would be much more acceptable if I knew it was during your free time."I thought about what he said, but I still wanted to do it."Dad, let me ask you something. When was the last time you just knew something was right?"He smiled before answering."When I asked your mother to marry me." Did you need to think about it, or did you just know?" I asked."I knew." I know I can work through any obstacles. I know my.