Did he just tell me to instigate it? Does he want me to follow him inside? Do I follow my gut or do I go home?I watch him walk inside, I can hear the ...loors of his 100 year old farm house creak as he walks to the kitchen. His large muscular shadow is thrown across the kitchen floor as I debate what to do. I finish my drink and just stand up, I know if i don't just go in I will chicken out and stay out here. I enter his home and hear the sink running, dishes clanking as he cleans up the last of. Just the way she was talking dirty and telling me how much she wanted me was enough to set me off."Promise you'll keep this a secret." Why? You said you weren't seeing anyone. I want to tell the world." Please Tom, lots of people wouldn't understand. You see, I'm not thirty-three, I'm forty, and people would be making fun of us. Let's just keep it a secret between us for now. If it all works out, we'll tell the world later."I have my business and people would wonder why my lover was so much. All six girls passed with flying colors and were standing naked in front of me. I had a hard-on that just wouldn’t quit.Then Joy said, “Well aren’t you going to undress and take the test too?”I replied, “It might be a little embarrassing.”Joy smiled, looked down at my crotch, and then said, “Any more embarrassing than standing here naked in front of a man for the very first time?”I looked at each girl. They were standing up straight with their breasts out and their hands at their sides not. I couldn't benear you for awhile. I had to think." "So you punished me some more." "No, it wasn't like that. I just had to be by myself. Icouldn't face you then not only because of the anger I felt over yourcheating, but because I felt responsible for it. I felt I was toblame for all that happened and especially leaving you, with noexperience of being a woman, subject to manipulation by sneaky,aggressive men. Can I move back in here and try to make thingsright?" Rosemary looked down at the.