With each press I was feeling awkward but I wanted the message so I just closed my eyes. After messaging my back and buttocks he told me to now lie on...my back with face up. I did so, then he applied lotion on my hands feet and stomach and gave me solid message. He was pressing some points where I could feel the effects of the message. By now I started to feel that the message is taking its effect andI could feel the difference. Shri now told me to remove my panty and after initial hesitation I. But I allowed it because being touched by a man was pleasurable for me at that time. He used to compliment me saying that I was beautiful always.One day when I had pain in the calf he checked it for me. Being touched by a man in a public place was completely new to me. Another day I told him I had pain in the knee and he checked it and he felt my thighs asking each time whether it was painful and he came up to my vagina and he stopped.Another day I acted as if my chest was paining and he. He squeezed the rag against her thigh with a broad, strong hand, sliding the chilly rag up and down her thigh. With his free hand, Dwight reached up and gently cupped Maddy's breast, gently pressing it into her ribs before giving it a firm, affectionate squeeze.Dazed, Maddy watched a couple of birds fly across her view. The hot, dry roughness of Dwight's hand and the soft, wet coldness of the rag made her feel like her body spanned the distance between worlds. The rag was removed and refilled. I stayed away for 3 days before I came back to him. For the record I did not cheat on him until he did not allow me back inside the house. When I did, I knew it was as wrong then, as I know it is now. The entire time we were separated I longed for Bob’s touch and love. I still do now. At this date after reviewing my words and then my actions I can see why he reacted the way he did. On the third day I returned to find that Bob had reacted with much more restraint than I would have in the same.