I knew my heart wouldn’t allow my voice to speak to Granny. Auntie would have to do that. Granny always said that no mother should have to bury one ...f their own children. I sobbed again as Maddie hugged me once more.“I thought sure I’d have run out of tears by now,” I said to her, feebly.She smiled, a warm smile, the warmth nearly blocked by what had happened.“You will, finally,” she assured me. “And then, there’ll be a new batch and it will happen again. I just wish I could be there for you. " It was odd. I was as old as he was now, yet I still felt like a child in his presence."It's up to you. You know that don't you? You can choose to accept it, or you can choose to get up and walk." Then he hugged me and he was gone. I felt an aching loneliness I thought I had left behind long ago. It seems I had just buried it beneath the veneer of life. So I got up and walked to my bedroom.*****The doctor's still can't explain it. Nor can they explain my lack of scars and my physical. "For you, Queenie," Reina declared, dropping the crown on her head. The black-haired woman beamed, her face so pale and innocent. My heart beat faster as I finished my crown and placed it on Reina's head."And last for you," Queenie said. She lifted up her crown of flowers and gently set it on my head. And then she kissed me. "You deserve to wear this. You're the daughter of a God."A tear trickled down my cheek. "Thank you." I touched the crown, the sweet scent tickling my nose. "I .... To feel this naked man so close was so exciting.That night he only worked his hand inside my panties and fingered me to what I now know was an orgasm. He got me to play with his. He had to show me how to wank his cock I had no idea. This seemed to give him a bigger thrill, the fact I was clueless. Soon I had him in my hand and was wanking him nice and fast when as I watched his face contorted. Then he sort of moaned as though I was pulling his insides out and the next thing I was covered in.