” He reached past me and turned the shower on and I squealed as the ice cold water hit my body.“Silence! Face me and kneel down.”I hurried to co...ply; happy the water was off my breasts.“Open.” I open my mouth quickly, expecting his cock. What I got was an oversized ball gag fastened tightly round my head; I grunted, make my displeasure clear and got a cuff round the face for it.“Punishment is not about what you like.”He dragged me back up to standing and pushed me back under the shower.“You. He knew from training women, horses and dogs that the first thing to do was to establish that you can impose your will on them; only after that is it possible kindness help the learning process."Whip?" the woman asked."I will not lie to you. If you need it, the whip will be used. I will decide if and when it is needed. These men will whip you if you do not obey them in the harem," Ramzy El-Najjar confirmed."They rape?"Ramzy El-Najjar laughed, and said, "They cannot rape. They feed you and they. People with a focus and with good intentions. I know this doesn't make a whole lot of sense, but I guess the process that got me to church was more intuitive than logical. Or maybe desperate. I needed to put myself someplace where there were people and be prepared to respond to what I found when I got there."The look on Peg's face seemed to suggest that I'd explained the long story of how I got to church satisfactorily. "It makes perfect sense to me," she said.Our conversation-my near. At the appointed time I heard the carriage of Lady Amy arrive.I watched from my window as she dismounted her carriage and looked up ,our eyes met for a brief moment before she followed Bro.Anselm,who would direct her to my room.I informed Prioress Hilda that Lady Amy had arrived and was on her way to receive her just punishment.I watched as Prioress Hilda grasped a very fine birch rod that was resting on the table next to her.I could see the Prioress Hilda was smiling ever so slightly.I decided.