I think what we have is marvelous and I don't want to see it end, but I also sometimes get so frustrated that I don't have the same love that you two ...o obliviously feel for each other. You have such a bond and I just sometimes wish I could find the same thing; you know someone just for me."Her words had come tumbling out, like once she started, she couldn't stop. She buried her face into her hands, crying harder now. Greg had heard what was happening and he went around the bed. He sat on. "Jen?" "Shh, time to sleep Billy." She didn't stop shaking, and I was scared. "Jen, did I kick you in my sleep again?" " Yeah, but I’m ok, now go to sleep." When she left my pillow was soaked and there was a little blood on my sheets where she slept the night before. I couldn't find her the whole day that morning. So I asked dad if she was ok and told him about the blood I found. He made me promise not to ask Jen about anything we talked about. He told me how when girls get older, the start. "I owe you from the other night." He whispers in my ear. I keep my hands up over my head. I feel him move down and is lips on my inner thigh again. I can tell I am dripping wet now. He starts to lick and goes deep inside me with his tongue. My thoughts go to Amber and how she feels. I know now how it feels and I want more. Now at least we have a start. I bite my lower lip as Nick starts to move up over me. I feel him, how hard he is. I want so badly to tell him about the rope and to tell him to. Hendrickson. So do I.?Matthew was hailing him and so he excused himself and left me. I turnedaround and came face to face with Calvin Bolton.?Did you think you could simply toss me away?? he asked, his face hard,his eyes glaring.?I?m sorry if I led you on,? I said.?If?! You not only led me on, you promised me???Stop it!? I whispered. ?I realize that I gave you reason to believe thatan intimacy might be possible that really wasn?t, and for that I amsorry. But I am a respectable married woman and.