No words are spoken and we climb into bed. I sleep as far away from you as I can and cry silent tears. You put your arms around me and press your body...up against my back, you know I am crying and in the darkness your fingers find my face and the tear trails that lead to the damp pillow. You whisper “I love you” and then we sleep. In the morning you make me coffee and leave it on my bedside table, you climb back into bed beside me as I lay still on my tummy and the smell of the coffee wakes. She ascertained the status of my arousal none-the-less. I gave it away by my response. I said “yes.”“Go move the coffee table out of the living room and then go get Jimmy,” she said. “I’m going to put on those cream color heels he loves so much.”I figured I was moving the table so she’d have more room next to the couch. Jimmy and I had played with her sandal in that room several times without having the table interfere,Jimmy was easier to get into the room than the table was out, as our. " just before she stormed right back out of the room. Todd quickly hurried after, calling Deanne's name as he rushed from the classroom, leaving me there all alone and half naked. All I could do was stand there, feeling furious and completely humiliated. "No," I looked up and screamed, "Why me?" What did I ever do to deserve this? There wasn't any answer, though I hadn't really expected any. Well, there had been the faint thought that my fairy godmother might show up again at that... but there. Sherri came over to me and she wrapped her arms around me. She gave me a tight long hug as her head went to my ear.“Don’t worry about John I will take very good care of him while you two are gone,” Sherri whispered and as she broke our hug her eyes looking into mine.I saw that gleam as well as that satisfied look of knowing we would not be around to stop her. I wanted to scream out you fucking bitch. You used me to get to John. I might have been high on coke most of the time however; I knew she.