I stand at the railings to the outdoor food-court pretending to eat a wholesome meal of chips and a hot dog the vender talked me into. ‘It’s not ...s if we ever spoke to each other.’ I say to the pigeons pecking at the bits of hot dog buns I throw down to them. ‘I couldn’t even tell you his first name.’ One of the pigeons cocks it’s head at me. His ‘coo’ sounds disappointed. ‘That’s my point. You can’t have a relationship with someone who doesn’t even know you exist.’ The other pigeons look up. Quickly I pulled my hand out of the hole and looked around at John who looked back at me with those bright blue eyes and said could you not reach them. Did I imagine the feeling of a hand on my ass as John just acted as if nothing had happened if I did then it was strangely a very pleasant illusion,Maybe if you laid down then you could reach further down the hole John said. Oh what do I do walk away as if nothing had happened or continue to help it did feel good him touching my balls like that. Aur fir mere paas aa gayee…uske shirt ke oopar ke button khule thhe…meri nazar shirt ke jharokhe se jhaankti uski kaali bra stram par gayee…pahlee baar mujhe ehsaas hua ki yeh ladki kitni khoobsurat hai…ab main conscious ho gaya…chhoone se darne laga…mera tan gaya thha…fir maine himmat karke use bulaaya aur peeth ke peeche se haath le jaakar uski bagal ke andar ki taraf se apna haath daal liya…aur baaten karne laga…maine kaha ki tumhe ajeeb kyunLagta hai mummy papa ka aisa karna …to woh boli. MIL-Really?? (giggling) Thats because of the yoga session I am following.Me-Ur doing yoga??(Surprised)MIL-Ya my younger sis teaches me.I looked her surprisingly. She continued her giggling, I went near her and gathered some courage and kept my palm on her shoulder. She was shocked and asked me what I am doing.Me-How long a man touched you?MIL- I think this conversation is going little bad. Um tired. I want to go to bed.Me-Not now honey. We both are going at the same time ti same bed.MIL-What.