It had to be aphase. I'd just go home and never see Dev again. Yet, if Dev called meright at that moment to come back and get my ass filled I would ha...e turnedon a dime.At the same time I was somewhat amused and aroused with the slutty personaI enjoyed taking on with Dev, I was also confused and disgusted withmyself.I didn't think I was gay and certainly didn't want to be gay. I never had athing for guys and I had no problem getting aroused by Becky. But there wasno denying it -- I loved being. Just gulp it down. It’s okay if it makes you cough and gag. I promise it will be worth it.”“What is it?” I asked when I could.“Vodka.”I’m not sure why I trusted him, but I did. I put the glass back to my lips, took a deep breath, and then gulped down the liquid in two huge swallows. Again, I broke out in a fit of coughing and gagging, but Zeke didn’t tease me at all. He just took the empty glass from me and set it aside. And then he sat next to me on the sofa.“You seem to know a lot about my. It was bigger than I had imagined and I wondered if I could get it in my mouth. I was interested in what it would feel like in my mouth and what it would taste like. I was just about to do it when we heard someone coming toward the car. It was the football coach patrolling the cars. We went back inside before he found us. I have played around a little more since then and loved it all. Do you think I should go for it? Should I let one of my dates fuck me? Liz said I should talk to you about. “Guys, you finally get to meet my awesome roommate Matt. He is gay and taken so do not dare think about hitting on him! Only I can do that,” she joked, and her friends laughed uproariously at that. “If you see us kissing or touching, it’s normal. We’re all over each other when his boyfriend isn’t around, aren’t we, Matt?”Matt shrugged and he felt himself getting uncomfortable. “Yeah, I guess,” he said, deciding to just agree with Anna. He knew it was true, but she was making it sound like it.