She said I have heard of the title but never seen it. I was getting hard at this stage and I think a little confused, I had to remind myself she was m... Grandma.I should not be looking and thinking about her like I was, then I reasoned with myself that she was well past conceiving age and two generations removed anyway and really incest was something forbidden between sister and brother or cousin or mother, but this was Grandmother? I nervously tested the waters by suggesting would you like to. Ich Dann darf ich noch etwas spielen gehen.Nach 2 Stunden fahren wir wieder nach Hause. Mutti macht Mittagessen w?hrendich im Wohnzimmer spiele. Ich werde dann nat?rlich wieder von Mama gef?ttert.Jetzt hei?t es M?dchenzeit. Das hat Mutti erfunden, sie legt f?r eine halbeStunde eine DVD ein auf der kleine M?dchen spielen usw. Ich mu? die ganzeZeit zusehen und davon lernen. Mittlerweile bin ich aber schon fast wie einrichtiges kleines Babym?dchen und es d?rfte bald nicht mehr n?tig sein.. But being a woman was more than herclothes, more than her body -- it's her experiences.I watch as Ellen reaches behind her and unhooks the band of her fullcup white brassiere, slides the thick nylon straps down her arms, andremoves it from her chest, laying it carefully on top of the foldeddress. I see the red marks of the underwires under each breast, andwatch as she watches, as she turns, to see her own half-naked profilein the mirror, as so many other women will have done in this littleroom.. That's for sure.I was awoken the next morning around 5 o'clock out of a dream about a bear attacking me. I was face down and the Bears weigh tcompletely on me tearing at me with its paws, ripping my back to shreds. The dream then turned to me being bent over in hell with Satan behind me with a pitchfork jabbing me in the ass. I've learned a long time ago how to pull myself out of dreams. Just by recognizing them as dreams.I was about to do so as Satan poked at me with that pitchfork. But then.