I woke and knew he was lying behind me, his tummy to my back. His left arm was over me cuddling my naked tummy to give me his warmth. His right arm wa... under my neck, wrapped around me and holding my upper shoulder. I lay awake in his arms, unsure of what to do.His hand drifted upwards over my tummy and I held my breath as my breast was cupped for the first time. His hand moved again and I felt his palm rasp over my nipple. I gasped as I felt the jolt down between my legs. I tried to pretend. Fast forward to 2009. My father-in -law got sick and died of cancer. I decided to back off of the game my mother in law was playing, she seemed to do the same until the mourning his loss was done. Which took a good year or so.I decided to let my mother in law restart our game if she wanted to. She did gradually. When we would visit her or she would visit us. She started out by intentionally letting me see down her shirt with no bra on. Then it was dressing with the bedroom door open, then. I thought at the time that that was part of some religious ritual. She always took several swallows and finished with a loud "Ahhhh" sound that she made with her mouth. During this time her mind was filled with things she had on her 'calendar' for the day. I knew what a 'calendar' was to the humans, but I never saw Jay access anything that resembled a paper or electronic device that could be considered anything to keep track of days.On the fourth repetition of this ritual, I sat up, looked at. We all do until we reach a point between twenty one to twenty five seasons."But as to what I want? I want you and I want you to want me, and I want us to be together. But regardless of my age, time, or situation, I want us married and I want you to give me a chance to prove all the various reasons why you should want me," said Beth still softly as she finally turned to look Ayden in the eyes, dropping the pillow from her face.Ayden never thought once during this discussion that she was close to.