" "Well, who's laughing now? Are you ready to come to Hollywood?" I could hear Contessa ask with a smile. "To be with you, of course I am!" I answered... "Good. All the arrangements have been taken care of. You leave in the morning. My agent will be waiting for you at the airport. See you sometime tomorrow." "I can't wait," I answered like a horny teenager. I scarfed down my lunch and ran to my boss. What the hell was I going to tell him? He was very understanding, but I seriously doubted I could. "I smiled. I felt good. But I was worried that she was falling because she wanted to be in love, that the idea of being in love was more important than who she was in love with. That would be bad for both of us, because I was falling in love more and more each day, and if she was just enjoying the feelings, then we could both end up hurt. I'd been hurt before. Jo tells me she hasn't. I don't want to be the guy that breaks the heart of Johanna Solheim.This wasn't the time to get into it. I. The best story during college was after a home game win. Some of the team went out for beers. It got late and her husband wanted to go home but my future wife wanted to stay for another round. He told her she could stay if she wanted but he was going home. She said he was not aware of her reputation or needs. He had been away to college when she developed the reputation and needs during her last few years at school. So she stayed at the bar and had a couple of more beers. Soon there was. He insisted on entering me. And, eventually, I let him.” “Cindy that is just stupid. You don’t know what he has. Goddamn it, we agreed to the rules. Goddamn it.” “I know. I am sorry. You have no idea, how sorry I am. You have always let me explore anything I wanted. And I knew the rules. I am sorry.” I said with true contrition. Jim was furious with me. And he was hurt and disappointed. But he was also erect. The vivid image of the young black delivery boy stretching my lily white pussy open.