"Girl!" he bellowed.At that moment Sophie was dressing Greta so didn't hear him. When hefinally got back to the kitchen Martin Dexter lambasted him f...r noother reason than he could."Where's Janice?" he demanded."I'm sorry Sir, she went out earlier but I don't know where." He didhis normal curtsey and hoped the man would go back to bed, which heoften did when he was hung over. Today he had no such luck."Get me some pain killers," he ordered.Sophie found them in the kitchen first aid cabinet. He has me cornered so I smile nervously say thank you and try to leave. He wont let me pass and he still hasn't said anything to me. I can feel my pulse quicken as I assess my options. Either I can run away screaming, or I wait and see what he wants. I choose the latter and wait as he steps closer to me. He is standing about 6 inches away from me and startles me as he pulls my bag away from my body. He finally speaks and says "Dont make a sound". I stand there silently waiting for his next move. ”“Well I will say this for you, you’re a honest injun. How long you say you gonna be here Injun Tom?”“I’ll be here for a while yet, then I’ll travel with my horse to Kansas and Missouri by railroad Mr. Hollister said.”“You’ll get to ride on the railroad train? That is a dream of mine to ride the railroad train one day, and you get to take your hoss with you.”“Maybe one day Mr. Hollister will let you ride the train if you ask him. Someone will have to prepare the mares and he trusts you to do. People have no control over the chaos of opportunities and misfortune that life throws their way. The belief that we have control is an illusion.As opportunities come and go, each brings with it the risk of terminating a loving relationship. The fear that arises from knowing that a loving relationship is at risk at all times is tremendous. Jealousy and control are expressions of inept attempts to reduce that risk, yet they only increase the risk by throwing the debt of love in the face of the.