I take a chilled glass of wine to calm my nerves and then….a knock on the door.You enter…..A well dressed wonderfully smelling strong man enters t...e room – hungry eyes ravaging me already – my breast heaves in anticipation. We don’t speak – we are here for one thing – pleasure and release – lust and liberation. He takes a few strides towards me – I have poured him a glass of wine and hand it to him. He takes it – sipping it while intensely staring at me with dark beautiful eyes – making me wet. Oh Eric, do you forgive me for surrendering? I know and admire your courage. I know you wouldn't have degraded yourself like this, no matter what. But when the decision was before me, I took the easy way out, the one with no yelling and a nice warm bed and meals and a great college and lots of shopping trips with my mom.My parents love me Eric! They love Melanie #2! I finally know what it feels like to have parents who love me. Poor Patricia! I never understood what a pit of dependency my. "Wanna take a walk?" she asked. "I know a really nice place 'cause I've been here before." Aren't we supposed to be with the others?" Nah, Chrissy said it's okay. She was the one who showed me the place. C'mon, let's go. It'll be fun."Tara tugged on Kelly's arm as she turned. He followed her into the forest, glancing over his shoulder until the campsite disappeared.Tara led the way a few paces in front of him. The ground was covered in a thin blanket of pine needles with rocks and fallen. Since then I have gone there a couple of times and got to know what goes on. You just stand there in a stall and show your cock hard and the guy in the next stall might suck it. It was a fabulous feeling to push my cock through the hole and have an anonymous warm mouth sucking it. I usually came in moments. I began to plan my work route to pause at the park for lunch. My sales job allowed me the freedom of traveling locally. One day about a month later, I was parked in my car, watching to see.