” she said before we could answer her.“Mayala, don't you have any brothers or sisters that you are close to?” I asked.“No, I have no family. I...was in the orphanage until mister Jim came along and took me in.” she said. “He gave me a home and a job on this beautiful island.”“Aren't you so lucky to get to live in this paradise all the time. How old are you Mayala? asked Cam.“I am 14 I think, but don't know for sure because nobody knows for sure when I was born. I was left in the middle of the. I love the feel of it on my skin, and the taste in my mouth. I didnt care about Jeff or Doms girlfriend any more. All I cared about was sucking the cum out of his huge black cock. I had never been with a black guy before, and the thought of have him balls deep in my warm wet mouth was about all I could take. We kept our distance because we knew what would happen if we were alone together. We still talked every day, and sexting just as much. We saw each other a couple of time (in the presents. .” she paused and looked up at me. She was seated on my stool and I stood behind her. She reached for my hands and pulled them down to her breasts. “For the next few weeks, every time I masturbate, I’ll think about how you described my body and touched me in front of the mirror. Thank you.”“I like you, Amanda,” I said. “You’ll always be welcome here. Doctors are important, too.”We laughed and I found Rio sitting on the air mattress with Justin, Amy, Wendy, and Bree. I put my arm around her as I. How could I go on? I cried myself back to sleep. Sunlight crept intothe room. I wanted to shut it out. There was no sun in my life anymore.There was no life anymore.The morning dragged. I just didn't care. Time had no meaning, life hadno meaning. I went into the kitchen and hunted down the painkillers. Iwondered if I had enough to end it all. I just didn't want to livewithout Carol.The words swam across my mind. 'doesn't compete with my looks'. Had shefound out about Jayne? I went upstairs and.